Dragon Tails: Land Long Dead

Lizicus & Laureine looking ahead in the Burn where it snows ash.

The two cousins, one garbed ready to use Black Magic, while the other ready to use White Magic. Both gazing ahead as best as they could through the winds, dust, and ash floating through the air getting ready to transverse an area of Othard known as the Burn. Laureine ready to protect Lizicus from whatever hostile denizens they’re happen to come across as they seek out additional cartographic notes from their previous journey here long ago.

Growing Light & Hydaelyn Idol

Aikirees and I looking at the Hydaelyn Idol Minion.

The Growing Light Soundtrack arrived safely two days ago and with it came the adorable (and big!) Hydaelyn Idol. Aikirees claimed the idol and we excitedly let it loose in HQ’s side-yard. We were surprised by the size of it, but it is a beautifully crafted minion and that glow is so pretty at night! The description for it is also pretty amusing, we see you developers~!

Item description for the Hydaelyn Idol minion.

It might end up being Aikirees go-to minion in the future, but for now she’ll enjoy it on her island. The actual soundtrack is just as amazing as all of the previous ones too; the reminiscing while listening to some of the tracks has had a really strong emotional tug this time for certain.

Visitor from Another Star

Clive and I staring down a colossal version of Ifrit.

We recently got around to seeing the Final Fantasy XIV x Final Fantasy XVI event, which does have arguable the best award for completing it in the game thus so far. Spoilers relating to this event follows!

The quest starts out in Ul’Dah, and is a level 50 quest, which I haven’t seen one of these start this high since the Final Fantasy XIV x Final Fantasy XV event and XI prior. Seeing as it does involve a pretty neat fight at the end, it does make sense though.

Dialog asking me if I am Cellestia Kosmikros
Maaayyybeeee~

One runs into this feller asking who one is, and thus begins the story with the Wandering Minstrel coming along for the ride based on one of his dreams. In his dream he mentions a scarlet star crossing paths with a bright white star and interprets it as someone or something is about to need us in some way.

This leads us to the Burning Wall in East Thanalan, and after a quick seek & find (that I took forever to do), we find our visitor from another star (but we don’t know that yet).

After a quick greeting between him, the Minstrel, and I, he introduces himself as Clive who has forgotten everything else about himself and how he got here. I realize they’ve used this as the basis for other crossover events in the past, but I don’t ever really mind it. I mean, if I or anyone else just magically appeared on another world, I’d probably feel this way in some way or another too.

Anyway, so we escort him back to Ul’Dah to make sure he’s alright, and we being to help him remember who he is. Not really ringing any bells with Ul’Dah’s surroundings, the two of us decide to embark to Gridania via airship since we found Clive kind of between the two city-states. The Minstrel decides to stay behind and ask the locales near the Burning wall to see if they know who Clive is. Before boarding the airship, it’s to Clive’s surprise that airships are a thing on Etheirys and are commonly used, and appears this will be his first time on one. I’ve not played Final Fantasy XVI, so I don’t know if they have airships there or not.

Upon arriving in Gridania, I take lead and show him around town hoping it’ll jostle something to help his memories. Aside from him liking Gridania, nothing really does until he hears ‘Garuda’ from the Adder’s Grand Company HQ. This ultimately leads us to a meeting with the Seedseer who talks about Garuda with both us and Clive, and ends with the Minstrel arriving to tell/confirm to us that Clive is in fact from another world since no one has recognized his description nor the tattoo on his face.

This ends up leading into how to get him back home, and it involves Ifrit and him having to come to terms with a ‘terrible truth’ that his memory keeps blocking. So the Minstrel meets us over at Apkallu falls, to then send us to the Bowl of Embers to meet with a copy of Ifrit that can still kick our tails.

Clive examines the Amalj’aa Ifrit, and acknowledges the similarities between the Ifrit he knows and ours, but are still rather different. This memory recollection transforms Eorzea’s Ifrit into the one Clive knows, and he gets big as seen as the header image.

The fight itself is neat, and I personally think a bit easier than the one from the Final Fantasy XV event, which is good. I never really liked that battle greatly since there was a couple of rough spots in it. The two abilities one gets to use during the battle are a lot of fun. The dodge/counter-attack skill is fun, but I had a hard time puling it off when it was not mandatory, but thankfully the dodge part always works when not on cool down and is not needed for the DPS check, but it would make that part a lot quicker.

At the end of the fight, he remembers he’s in fact Ifrit and then turns into Ifrit to finish off the Ifrit we’re fighting. Ifritception!

His memories come back, realizing he killed his younger brother as Ifrit, and goodest of boys Torgal appears.

Torgal appears and is there to help get Clive back home, which is conveniently the same place we found him at. So one more hop across the land back to Thanalan later, we’re ready to follow Torgal to their departure place. This section is neat because if one has done the Coils of Bahamut, it makes this whole part about Phoenix a lot more filled in. However, even with not, it’s still a neat way it explains how Clive got here.

Once everyone says their goodbyes, Clive and Torgal poof away back home.

The Minstrel makes an interesting 4th wall remark and heads on his way as well, but not before giving one a couple of Torgals: a minion and a mount. The mount version allows for indefinite petting of Torgal making it the best mount ever immediately.

Overall, I really did like this crossover event. It was just the right about of things along with a really great instance fight at the end. However, it really didn’t make me feel anything for Clive so I wish we were able to hang out with him a smidgen more even if it was just in dialog. Comparing that to meeting and hanging out with Noctis or even Iroha as those two gave me an emotional attachment.

That’s really the only thing I could say against it, else wise was a nice little with a fun fight. Afterwards, music scrolls from Final Fantasy XVI can be purchased from the Gold Saucer for MGP where the other music scrolls are bought from. I still haven’t gotten any yet, but due to a certain wonderful black cat, we have one of those gorgeous songs playing at HQ right now.

Concerning Feeling

Me looking around while Aikirees approaches from behind riding her Shadow Wolf.

Y’all ever get that feeling of ‘something or somebody is watching me’ and feel an impending doom? N-no? Just me? A-alright then.

I-It’s probably my imagination then, there’s no way there’s something behind me that could possibly want to eat me. (Send help!)

Cozy Rain

Me relaxing while sitting in my Cozy Cabin during a rain storm.

There’s just something so tranquil and relaxing to hear a storm gently come through on a small island out in the sea. The winds swaying the trees in the surrounding area, the rains coming down on the roof above and hitting the stone ground just outside. The wonderful smell emitted from the storm itself being complimented by hearing the waves far off into the distance.

Such a lovely way to end a long day for certain!

Dragon Tails: The Last Plot

Lizicus looking over at Laureine who is expressing excitement in front of a dirt plot under construction.

While it was a less intensive evening on their Islands, the two cousins, after many moons toiling over their hideaways, have laid the land for the final landmark plot currently available. Laureine’s excitement cannot be contained as they await what will happen next once this last structure is finally complete!

Sanctuary: Rainy Night

Aikirees and I sitting at a wooden wicker table & chair set eating bread and drinking tea on a rainy night.

Caught up with Aikirees after finalizing our last two Workshops to get them upgraded to level 3. It ended up being a rainy night on the island; so we just took a seat, had some tea & biscuits, and listened to the gentle raindrops hitting the roof of the cabin. It was a very wonderful way to end the night on.

Just have the one last landmark remaining to build (we’re being stubborn and are waiting on one material), which will fill all of the plots with something and that should unlock the first major quest on the island!

Island Sanctuary from 1 to 10

Sunset View from the Top of Mossy Mountain within Island Sanctuary.

This past weekend, we achieved reaching Rank 10 on our Island Sanctuary! Overall it has been a really relaxing past time, especially since over the last two years all we’ve really been doing mainly is all the combat & story content. Don’t get me wrong, that’s the content I enjoy the most (this does not count extremes/savages/ultimates as I do not do those), but this been a very nice change of pace.

When we first got to the island, I wasn’t exactly sure what to do. The game does nudge one into a direction though to understand the basics of how to progress things on the island like the pasture, garden, making tools, building facilities to make/gather things, etc. So we really kind of just were led by the metaphorical string (carrot for me?) to get all the basics down. Upon doing all of that, one reaches about rank 4 and from there it becomes a free for all on what to work on and how to proceed.

We really mostly focused on the workshops, and making sure it had a full week of things to make and sell based on materials we either gathered personally, or had a granary assist with said gathering. Granary was unlocked a rank or so after 4, so at first it was just making sure the one Workshop was always busy.

The early ranks were a blur since they go kind of quick keeping the workshop(s) busy and building out landmarks as they become unlocked. As the ranks go by, one can make tools for the mammets to assist in making the Hideaway bigger with more plots to add additional workshops (up to 4 for these), landmarks, and granaries (up to 2 for these). Landmarks are just nice features to add to one’s island, but they also help speed workshop production up.

After a certain point, one can move around all of these things if one so wishes to. We took the ‘build it, and forget it’ approach, but might nudge around things eventually. It does cost a little bit and some time, but that’s really about it. The island itself has two currencies in seafarer or islander cowries. The seafarer cowries expand the hideway and are accrued from the workshops, meanwhile the islander cowries I believe are from exporting additional gathered goods and can be used to buy fun cosmetics. Seafarer ones can be used for buying goodies too, but we haven’t yet.

One thing is it doesn’t necessarily mention when workshops/granaries/hideaway can be upgraded unless one looks at the plot that it was placed at. It could probably be examined in the hideaway management menu, but never tried that. This is something I wished was mentioned or had a better way to let us know, but I guess it’s not really a big issue. The neat thing with the hideaway upgrades specifically, is that the entire hideaway’s looks changes as well! From the base level to level 2, torches, and dirt pathways appear with wooden staircases where dirt ramps once were.

It’s a super nice touch that I began to enjoy seeing when I leveled up the hideaway itself. Each upgrade, no matter what it is minus landmarks, just required certain gathered materials and time for the granaries & workshops only. The hideaway is immediate. Just have to make sure it doesn’t affect the workshop’s materials otherwise it warns of it causing a deficit in the current crafting schedule. Messing up and adding a deficit once really bit me, so I had to make sure to not let that happen again.

Workshops are ran on an agenda schedule. One selects from a list of items that take 4, 6, or 8 hours to make, and it will automate the rest assuming the materials are gathered. It does a great job saying what materials are needed and when, so this makes gathering the materials a lot more streamlined.

Gathering is kind of similar to how it works normally, except each node is 1-2 materials per node. The good is there’s a bajillion nodes out in the island wilderness to be gathered. As the Ranks go up, more tools can be crafted to get more than one material off the node at a time and the secondary material is something different. So, say one hits a copper ore with the hammer – they’ll get one copper and one island rock. Both can be used to make things or used in the workshop.

Level 3 Home Sweet Hideaway on Island Sanctuary.
The Third Level Home Sweet Hideaway & Cozy Cabin.

Also, leveling up the hideaway itself adds larger gardening and pasture land for more animals to be placed once captured. Kind of like a basic Pokemon game really. We only still have the tutorial’s sheep capture but eventually we’ll expand that out as well.

The pure gathering aspect is pretty relaxing and therapeutic as it is. After a couple of weeks of doing this, we reached Rank 10 which allows for flying across the island. Ground mounts run at flying speed, but flying does help getting around the terrain all the easier and makes inaccessible places available – like the top of the mountain for a bonkers set of nodes that make gathering those specific ones crazy fast. All gathering nodes give 10 experience per node in island experience, so it does help but would take an eternity to just rely on those for ranking up.

Building anything gives far more experience, and gathering from the garden gives 120 per item planted. Gathering things like wool off a sheep give experience as well, so far 50 per gathering attempt.

Granaries allow access to ‘rare’ materials that one cannot gather, and those are needed for upgrading workshops/granaries at certain levels. Even later landmarks need these items as well. Granaries cost seafarer cowries, but it’s really not that all expensive to max out a week per granary.

It may sound really overwhelming, but it’s really not and is meant to be taken at a more relaxed pace; just a nice little place to come relax between things, put on a favorite song in the hideaway’s orchestration, play with some minions, or just enjoy the simple island life when not trying to kick the tails out of yet another evil force threatening Etheirys.

I’m already excited to see what happens next and what the island will continue to evolve and look like over the next 10 ranks. Will be curious to experience certain quests that pop up once we’ve gotten certain criteria met in the near future as well!

The Dream of a Future’s Journey

Aikirees sleeping in the top bunk in EOCA HQ.

Some screenshots were taken from the Final Fantasy XIV: Dawntrail official benchmark program!

Aikirees, tired after another day of adventuring and working on her island, retires to her top bunk bed within the lower floor of EOCA HQ. Tuckered out as she is, she almost immediately heads off into dreamland. For a time now, Aikirees has been planning a journey of self-reflecting, a journey to become stronger and to try and communicate more like her elder sisters. She wishes to be more helpful to her dear older sister who has protected her for so long now, and she wants to protect her back so badly…

Her dream starts off like any other, but with the thoughts of her impending journey on her mind, her dream skews towards those thoughts. Since she’s partially quantum and has lost two lives already, she can sense things in the Aetherical flow that extend beyond the boundaries of Etheirys, even without the assist of her beloved Carbuncles. The dream starts off like any other though, her disembarking from Ishgard to begin her journey.

However… soon thereafter, she see’s flashes of a red-haired figure. “T-Terrestia zee Sissy?!” She thinks to herself in the dream. But it doesn’t add up as this figure doesn’t seem to have long Vieran ears, or she can’t make them out. All she can vaguely see are flashes of fiery green eyes from within the figure. A gush of wind, and a flash of red & white, the land goes black for a moment, but the faintness of the Aetherical Sea can be seen around her.

She looks down at her hand, and her eyes widen. Something is off, but she can’t understand why this is…

Aikirees appears to not quite be herself. “Dish has to be’sies zee dream’sies trying’sies tew trick’sies mi’s.” She ponders and comes to that conclusion. Aikirees begins to walk through this Aetherial Sea; the red figure flickers in front of her once again.

“Zee Tess Sissy’sies…?” She shouts out, her voice is not the same as it echoes through the sea. The figure doesn’t say anything, but it begins to mover closer towards Aikirees aggressively.

Aikirees readies her newly discovered claws to defend herself only for the red figure to rush clean through her body revealing vivid visions.

One vision shows her off in a faraway land, on chocobo’s back instead of her beloved shadow wolf. Hearing things growl and howl off into the distance. Her ears far keener on hearing such sounds much farther away almost as well as her sisters can with their Vieran ears! Another vision flashes before her fighting with comrades against incredibly ferocious foes! She sees faraway lands not familiar to her, but some familiar faces alongside for the journey. Her dear elder Sister with her as well, fighting side by side nearly equal in strength and power!

In the final visions, she is back in familiar lands: The Black Shroud, very close to Gridania to be exact. All tired out, even in a dream, she slowly makes her way back to the City-State in preparations to return to Ishgard…

Aikirees stirs from her slumber for a spell. Looks at herself, grasps her tail, ears, and feels her face. “Dat wash’sies some zee dream’sies…” She says in a whisper outloud, and wonders who or what the red figure was with the fiery green eyes. Could it have been Terrestia, or someone far worse..?

What will her journey of reflection behold? Is her Seventh Life in danger? Is Terrestia really and truly the one out to get her now that the protection barrier has been broken? Only time will tell what’s in store for the Little One, and that time draws all the ever closer…

Island Sanctuary Relaxing

Aikirees and I sitting in a hanging basket chair within Island Sanctuary.

We’ve been incredibly busy these past couple of weeks getting our ranks up for Island Sanctuary and recently hit Rank 10! I absolutely love these super comfy hanging basket seats that the Level 3 Hideway has with them! Spent a little time with Aikirees sharing one while just watching the starry night sky pass on by.

Dawntrail: Current Status

Dawntrail's Benchmark score stating 'High' as the result.

I’m going to go ahead and post this since I’ve been continuously seeing, at least on Discord (as of right now, I have still not returned to Mastodon), ‘Very High’ and ‘Extremely High’ scores. My current PC is an Intel i7-4770K CPU with a nVidia GTX980 GPU. The hard drive is still a mechanic so that’s why the load times are very high.

The reason I wanted to share this is when they announced the new requirements, I was absolutely terrified that I was dead in the water until I could get a new system built and running. This just shows that if anyone out there is concerned their current set up might not be able to run Dawntrail to give the Benchmark a go and see how their system fairs. Hopefully it will ease any major concerns about not being able to play at launch even if the score isn’t where they want it to be.

Minding this score, I have over many months now been in the process of building a new couple of systems for the Dawntrail launch since a 4th gen Intel is a rather aged CPU, but I’m just relieved that I do have a back up plan/system in lieu of anything go astray before and/or during the initial said launch.

See everyone in Tural!

Sisters’ Fashion Report Adventure XXXIII

Aikirees cheering out while looking like the local paper girl, meanwhile I'm still processing my fairly revealing open chest long coat outfit.

Episode XXXIII! – The Report for this week has led us into two very different predicaments. Aikirees route has taken her into looking like an adorable local news or paper girl. Meanwhile, I’m stuck with what I can only describe as ‘Drafty & Fringy.’ I believe Aikirees is the clear winner between the two of us again for this week’s report in any case.

Dragon Tails: Little Lord of Revel

Laureine looking down in bewilderment at an unconscious Lizicus with a Susano wind-up on her chest.

Upon returning to HQ, Laureine heard something faint but familiar coming from downstairs.

“Let the revel begin!”

“Susano!?” She thought with a quickly flashing moment of panic, but she knew that couldn’t be as he was dispatched many summers ago while traveling through the Ruby Sea. She paused and gathered her thoughts for a moment as to how this could logically be possible.

“The seas part for we alone!”

The Susano-like voice could be heard faintly echoing across HQ once again. Laureine snapped to her senses, and rushed downstairs to see what it could have been, ready to summon one of her weapons to assist in stopping the Primal once again if necessary…

…Only to be bemused upon discovering Lizicus knocked out from a teeny-tiny version of the Lord of Revel. Recalling a gift she had acquired from Missus Sirena a few moons ago, Laureine wouldn’t have thought that her cousin would actually attempt to spar with the innocent looking wind-up figurine and be completely knocked out by it’s finely crafted replica of Susnao’s famous sword.

Laureine let out a sigh of disbelieve and relief, covered her cousin with a blanket, turned off her miniature Susano to not cause anymore unintentional havoc, and went to bed. She knew once her cousin awoke she would stumble into the bunk eventually, as it’s not like Lizicus to miss out on sleep when she can.

“Twas a memorable dance indeed!”

Churning Mists Day

Aikirees looking off into the distance at Zenith.

April 7th 2019 is Churning Mists Day, the day Aikirees first made it to this gorgeous area. It’s an important day for her and it happened well before my arrival in Eorzea…

Up on the floating peak of Sohm Al on a clear crisp day, Aikirees while wearing similar attire as she did the first time she arrived here, looks off into the vast sea of clouds that make up the Churning Mists. Far off into the distance she looks upon Zenith’s magnificently colossal structure jetting far up into the heavens. She simply stands there gazing with a smile, while enjoying the cool winds on her ears, and gently moving the grass and puff bolls around her. Aikirees closes her eyes and lets in a deep breath, and just like that time seems to stand still in this tranquil moment.

“Oh, you’re already here!”

Aikirees’ ear flips towards the direction of the voice, and she turns to see that I’ve finally arrived at the summit to meet her. She smiles and goes back to gazing off into the distance, while I approach to join her.

“Ish zee fifth’sies zee year’sies nao, zee Sissy… Five’sies zee year’sies since I furrrrrsteded visited here…”

Aikirees says, not looking away from Zenith. I smile while doing the same, and joining her in just gazing outwards. After what felt like an eternity, I spoke up.

“It has been quite the adventure; I still remember when you left Kugane that faithful day. All full of excitement ready to seek out new horizons. There’s that part within you that just yearned for travel, and I still haven’t quite figured that part out.”

I glance at her and see the smile on her face still there strong as ever.

“…And you certainly found it. Saved Eorzea, ended the Dragonsong War, and even helped take back Ala Mhigo. All before I finally was able to catch up with you. You’ve grown so strong, Little One.”

Aikirees breaks away from gazing off into the distance and looks up at me with grin, and I return the gesture in kind.

“Sew zee has yew, zee Big Sissy! Yew were alway’sies zee stronk’sies one’sies doe!”

I chuckled lightheartedly back at her.

“I appreciate the notion!”

She simply smiled as not a care in the world, even after everything we had seen and done whether together or apart, she always has and continues to see the best and brightest in everyone around her.

“Thank you for always letting me come with you on this day to reflect; I know it’s important to you, as you reminisce about the past.”

Aikirees nods an acknowledging nod back.

“Ish zee nice’sies to has zee company’sies. I’sies know yew zee worrrries’sies about zee mi’s lot’sies, but yew’sies dun has tew. Even’sies with zee upcoming’sies jourrrrney’sies, I’ll be zee fine’sies! We’sies gone’sies tew zee edge’sies of dish existens’sies togethurrrr’sies after zee all’sies!”

I pause not really sure what to say, she is right, and it just shows how much she really has grown. Instead of saying anything to contest, I simply smile warmly at her my dear little sister.

“You’re right, Little One. Just, promise me you won’t lose anymore lives.”

She laughs and nods in agreement.

“Of zee course’sies! Has tew keep’sies zee othurrrr’sies seven zee safe’sies!”

I chuckle back, mostly in warmth but with a hint of precaution hoping she doesn’t sense it. The rest of this special day, that Aikirees has simply named ‘Churning Mists Day’ we go and visit places she remembers very fondly during her first time here all those years ago now, making sure to visit with both the dragons and moogles, see some of the beautiful views, and ultimately with it ending in a peculiar spot where she shared a warm fire with some dear friends – one of which whom sacrificed herself to help end the Dragonsong War.

Sisters’ Fashion Report Adventure XXXII

Aikirees and I in HQ wearing university like uniforms reading books.

Episode XXXII! – Hitting study hall extremely hard for this weeks’ Fashion Report. Looking over books about quantum physics and the reflections. Meanwhile, I’m pretty certain Aikirees is examining notes on the various types of Carbuncles that exist. Somehow some of these books even include notes and essays on an unsundered one that we tangoed with not too long ago…

Dragon Tails: Sunset Lounging

Lizicus and Laureine enjoying an open bathhouse during sunset.

After many, many, moons, Lizicus finally managed to get a bathhouse going close to the shore of her Island Hideaway. With that all being taken care of, she invited her cousin over to enjoy a gorgeous sunset while getting some much needed relax in the nice rejuvenating hot spring waters.

“Those I Hold Dear…”

Me using the Paladin Protection ability on Sirena during a battle with Nidhogg.

The sky crackled with lightning, and the fierce battle between Nidhogg and us two was beginning to show just how treacherous this was about to become. He narrowed his eyes, gazed upon our souls about to let loose a fiery attack, while sending out his horde to protect him in the process.

Once the horde was dealt with, he let our an ear piercing roar of sheer rage before lifting off the ground with his majestically massive wings. The sky crackled once again before turning a hue of red. Looking around to see where he might strike next with all of the rage he had been building up, I paced back a few steps signaling to Sirena to get close.

The ground shook with red symbols forming, and once I noticed what was about to beholden the two of us, I thrust my blood sword into the ground for anchoring and channeled what aether I could muster into my trusty Allagan Shield that has served me well for more summers than I can recall.

As the sky grew blood red and the symbols on the ground around us began to glow even brighter, I knew the time was nigh. Using the aether channeled into my shield, I released it into protective wings to keep the both of us from feeling the full wrath of Nidhogg’s mighty blow.

“You will not hurt, Sirena; you will not hurt Aikirees, Juli, my daughter, nor the cousins. You will NEVER hurt anyone I care about ever again. As long as I have this shield, I will continue to protect those I hold dear. You, Nidhogg, you time is nigh… you will never hurt anyone again!”

With that, the mighty wyrm descended with such force the ground beneath us quaked and shivered for a moment. The sky continued to stay red and when the dust settled, Nidhogg had returned to the air just floating there, possessing Estinien’s body, and looking down at us beckoning to finish this battle once and for all…

Sisters’ Fashion Report Adventure XXXI

Aikirees and I wearing heavy clothing deep in the thick of a strong snowstorm.

Episode XXXI! – Inspector Aikirees and I heading deep into the Dusk Vigil on a request from Ishgard. Luckily for us, we had some very good heavy coats for such an outing to a place that has some incredibly strong snowstorms.

The State of Things

Me reading a book in a dark red dress in front of a bunch of bookshelves.

There will probably be more of these as time goes on, but this is a departure from my usual types of things I post here. Sort of a “how I’m feeling” stylized written thingamajig I suppose. What I didn’t want for this to be was something more emotionally driven than anticipated and I’ve been mulling over exactly how to write/say what/how I’ve been feeling. Way back in the beginning of November 2023, I departed Mastodon on a much needed break from social media.

The Social Media Departure/Break

The apex as to why I departed was caused by getting into another quibble with another person in the Final Fantasy XIV community that was saying that parsers (a 3rd party tool used to check how well someone’s damage output is) were okay due to their wide usage within the community. I countered back stating it’s not as it’s still against the Terms and Services of the game itself. Both of us doubled-down on our sides of the debate, and something just clicked that it was time to leave.

It wasn’t the first time, and I doubt it will be the last time I got into a discussion that changes to something more heated, but in that moment I think I just finally realized it wasn’t worth it to have this keep happening. Before this ‘final’ one was another having to do with someone perpetually liking practically 100% of anyone/everyone’s discussions/posts, which triggered memories of someone who was attempting to stalk Aikirees within FFXIV (even if that wasn’t their intention, it was still an unsettling feeling.) As a result I said something, not well stated, and that in itself resulted in a not-so-great ripple effect. I still feel bad about how I handled this to this day.

These were the two big ones that made me realize it was time to step away. There were, of course, incidences and typical drama that online communities have that happened before these two. Even from within our little group of friends we had made there were things that happened as well; however those were resolved, resolved themselves, or happened outside of what I knew was happening and ultimately resolved there too. I did step into some of them to help cool down heated parties, which sometimes worked and other times it didn’t.

Starting up this blog site and posting here as regularly as possible has really been good for me though, and whatever I end up doing in the future, I’m going to keep posting here because I really like doing it and it’s pretty therapeutic. Eventually EOCA’s Eulogy will go up and that will tell the tale of how that started and it’s eventual closure, and that will also touch on some other things as well.

Me sitting in a rocking chair looking over at a fireplace with bookshelves off to the right and a coffee table on the left.

How I’m Feeling in General Towards the Final Fantasy XIV Community

Generally speaking, my feelings towards the FFXIV community as a whole have really begun to deteriorate over the last few years. I’m not flat out saying the FFXIV community has become completely sour by any means because there are so many lovely and wonderful folks out there that I’ve come across, and the community as a whole is very friendly and welcoming. It’s just since the community has gotten so huge over the last few years, that the bad actors are starting to appear a lot more often than they used to, which is unfortunate but expected.

I’ve made mention of this in passing of times of the past where when doing even content folks were more warmly welcoming and content runs were light jogs with talking banter sprinkled in as opposed to now with the mentality of ‘go go go!’ being the primary driving force. Anyone with a ‘Legendary’ title or has one of the weapons from those series of Ultimate fights seems to very much amplify this. I realize this is a very generalize statement, as I do still see the more fun laid back style of runs, but I just wish it was the norm again.

The Modding/Plugin community I fully detest now as opposed to just having sour feelings towards – and this debate has been done to pieces with the argument being a near stalemate from both sides of it, which is unfortunate because it really does split the community up into separate camps. A community close to me decided to ditch traditional methods of making dances & performances via macros and go full-blown into using a plugin really didn’t help my feelings towards any of this either.

Content creators I personally feel are becoming another sour space in the community with I think only a small margin that are alright and genuine. Even one that I was a guest on, a simple podcast, fell into that trope the rest tend to of just looking at numbers and statistics. I understand that may not be the case in its entirety, but when that’s all you hear continuously is “look at how my numbers/followers I’ve acquired” as a status symbol, then there’s something off-putting about that. Chasing after more popular content creators/players within the space is something else that could be debated as well, but I know this is well beyond what I can discuss aside from what little observations and hearsay but that’s not helpful.

One last thing that comes to mind since you cannot get away from them in city-states are the perpetual spamming of Venues. To the best of my remembrance, venues started to really pop up during the pandemic, with before that I’d only hear about small tavern-like RP oriented places. I really miss those and I know they still exist, but seem to be on a much smaller scale nowadays. I stylized having small events like that over at EOCA HQ’s fire pit because it reminded me of an old cafe I used to go to and do the exact same thing. Nowadays, at least of this writing, they’re full of adult-themed pleasures and twitch-streaming DJ’s. I know I can just disable shout in chat, but they do come in handy to hear on occasion in city-states and while out adventuring.

Keep Moving Forward

I suppose it comes down to ‘what now?’ I’m still not exactly sure, and I’m still hurting a bit.

As for Mastodon, I miss the little group/community we started and created within it, and I will return to Mastodon eventually. Just, not exactly sure when yet – it could be a day or two after writing this all out, or it could be another month or so. There’s no other social media I’m involved with (Instagram I kind of used to parallel, but stopped long ago), and if there’s a time that I depart from even Mastodon, then that will more than likely be the end of any social media for me. Without Mastodon and the friends I’ve made there, EOCA would still not be a home and just a house, nor would I have had so many wonderful memories and moments throughout most of 2023 and late 2022 when I departed Twitter.

As for the general Final Fantasy XIV community, I’ll probably stay on the side of extreme caution as I have been doing. Normally all of the above doesn’t really bother me, and I know it should never, but sometimes it just all hits me and doesn’t… feel as warm as it once did. It’s disheartening to think about sometimes, and then just adding in all of the perpetual venue spam as a reminder, hits it a bit harder.

Regardless, I won’t leave Final Fantasy XIV for the foreseeable future as I really and truly do love/enjoy the game. Even with all these rougher spots appearing and happening, there is such a vast and larger more positive force within the community still and we’re all here just trying to have fun and enjoy the world, share our adventures & stories, make some wonderful friends & meet folks along the way, and look out for one another.

I know there’s a lot of wonderful & helpful folks out there, and I’ve met so many along the way as that’s the majority. I’ll keep moving forward, taking care of my lovely small FC, enjoy making new adventures, remembering all of the wonderful ones prior, and listen/share them with all of the friends I’ve made along the way. ♥